A collection of thoughts, visions, pictures and misc info that just doesn't fit anything else that I currently do on the internet.

31st August 2014

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Not a great photo… Heck I took it of my computer screen. However, seeing #Emperor get emotional enough to turn and salute the #emperor banner is good enough for me. #emperornorway #norway #Norwegianblackmetal #metal #blackmetal #inthenightsideelipse #awesome #rad

Not a great photo… Heck I took it of my computer screen. However, seeing #Emperor get emotional enough to turn and salute the #emperor banner is good enough for me. #emperornorway #norway #Norwegianblackmetal #metal #blackmetal #inthenightsideelipse #awesome #rad

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30th August 2014

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Indeed

Indeed

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29th August 2014

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Ash has it figured out… 

Ash has it figured out… 

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29th August 2014

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Found this on a site called thelastdrivein.com… Clowning around on this freaky Friday. 

Found this on a site called thelastdrivein.com… Clowning around on this freaky Friday. 

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28th August 2014

Photo reblogged from tales of the lost. with 2,775 notes

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28th August 2014

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Beer me!

Beer me!

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27th August 2014

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Slightly Better

While I have spent the last couple of years since I started this blog just checking in very irregularly and favoriting/sharing pics, gifs and posts, I have decided that it would be very therapeutic for me to actually use it as I initially intended —- and outlet for the noise that is bouncing around in my head. 

I know that I don’t yet have a ton of followers here, but for those of you who are along for the ride, I hope that you don’t mind the occasional mental download. I promise to stir in some other stuff as well!

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Today is slightly better than the last.

Had a horrible conversation via text message last night and let me tell you, it is always the worst way to have any conversation. Sure it is helpful to not have to see the reactions and deal with actual human contact, but so much is lost in translation. Things are taken out of context, words twisted and/or misunderstood and it causes a ton of heartache for all involved.

Admittedly, I have a very hard time having any “tough” conversation face-to-face, but it is worth forcing yourself to do so. Emotions are not easy, feeling is actually very hard. When you don’t do yourself the solid of actually living through the moments that you’ve created you risk hurting yourself and others a whole lot more than your words alone might have. 

Is it fair to live fully just for you? Should you not take others into consideration when making huge decisions? Decisions that may cause seismic change in your life? It is the conundrum I am dealing with at the moment.

Part of the issue that arose last night came in part to my finally thinking a bit more about myself and making some comments that sounded and came across as pretty selfish and hurtful via text message.

That is the rub, would I have said those things in person had I been face-to-face with the individual? Probably not. So I wouldn’t have said them in an actual interaction, however saying them via text message made them a hell of a lot more harsh.

It is a tough situation. If you’re reading, what are your thoughts on those situations? 

Life is hard… 

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27th August 2014

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27th August 2014

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That is why you don’t sit in front of a window with no drapes.

That is why you don’t sit in front of a window with no drapes.

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27th August 2014

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He is watching…

He is watching…

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